BLUE EYES - continued

02:49 am - continued

well...i just want to continue the entrie i started before. but was too tired to finish. i'm pretty tired now cus i was out drinking and playing pool and darts with my boss and one of our delivery drivers. and the delivery driver's friend threatend to kick my ass cus he said i was flirting too much with her (the delivery driver) which is totally out of left field cus we both have significant others and it's not like that any way. we are just drinking buddies. we play volley ball with her boyfriend and other people on mondays. we're just friends and he comes at me like..."you should have respect for a girl who's engaged" i didn't even know she was engaged!! which she says she's not but that's neither here nor there. i have no feelings or desires toward this girl. but he was drunk and decided that i do. so he told me to leave or i was going to have to fight him. i don't have any fear of any one person i was raised to never back down and i had a strong erge to just be like, you know what i'm not in the wrong here...go fuck your self. but i liked the guy previous to this out burst. and arica is my buddy and i don't want to cause trouble so just calmly tell him that he is wrong and there is'nt any thing there, but i will leave any way, just to avoid conflictat th. to which he called me a cowerd and an ass. so i am very proud of my self for not getting into any trouble tonight. or i may have ended up in jail. i simply walked away and waited for my ride to come out which he did. and brought my hat. and that dood said he would pay my tab so i didn't argue. so what ever. other than that i had a decent night. got off work a little late. but it's ok.
i talked to jamie tonight. he know's i'm going to jc penny. he doensn't blame me. but he's not happy either. that stupid argument was a friggin buzz kill man. i swear. i was having a good time before that.
oh well any way, the weeked was awsome. i had a blast. we played volleyball and basket ball and went skiing and tubing and spent a night up playing euchre. and had bonfires and all the good stuff. this reunion was the best we've had in a while. all four brothers were there plus my dad was there. my mom came up on sunday. it was just an awsome weekend.
i spent the night with kels at her friends house tuesday night. and then we saw eachother like 3 or 4 seperate times on wednsday. twas a good day all the way around till the end when i took her home. it's soo very unfortunate the timeing we have isnt' it? oh damn. i'm off to bed. too tired to think **sighe**

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